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All that I don't want to


As I struggle with self love
As I struggle to love the one I look in the mirror
As I struggle to look at a fast changing face, a quickly ageing body
As I struggle to come to terms with beauty as we see it
As I struggle to come to terms with the abyss I seem to be getting pushed into
Time n again, rising like the Phoenix I long back chose to be
I write to express
I write to cry it out
I write to address
My deepest pains n vent it out
I write in creative expression
Of all that I can’t express...
...And all that I don’t want to

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