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The last time my heart danced

We entered, pulling our luggage behind us. I was back at my alma-mater. B e it just for a couple of days, but I was there. I could see my heart running ahead of me. I was signing at the gate, to mark my entry and my eyes were already searching for familiar names on the list. Oh! And my nose could smell the parathas that were to be cooked that night! I could feel heaven again! But only this time, I wasn’t the same anymore. I had changed. I seemed to have suddenly grown older, what’s called maturity had taken over the innocent joy that prevailed. The very places which were reminding me of myself just a few months ago, were also making me realize what had become of me. I couldn’t get myself to be the same again. I was excited, but not quite. I was happy, but not quite. I went ahead and met my friends. We were all the same, ye t so different now. We spoke a different language all together. Our multi-lingual background never mattered much to us; we used to learn from each other. Now, all of

What am I upto....?

I feel I do not belong here This world unfair Hatred, emotions, unnecessary things all along Wherever I go, I feel unattached I feel lonely in a crowd The moon amongst the stars I feel tired As if am rowing from one sea to another Around the world and back again Am unable to take certain things as they are Am I not trained for it, or am I just not made for it? My destiny is unsure I don’t know where I wanna go It seems as if I have still not come across the path I need to take Or… have I just missed a turn on my way? I don’t know I didn’t see the yellow brick I don’t know where to look for directions I don’t understand this trick I feel I need a guide Who would it be? I am unable to see such a person in anybody around All they say seem to be in a course different from where am destined to go Am searching for it everyday I search for it everywhere I go I don’t know what to do I haven’t been like this before I see friends and foes alike True friends on one and foes with masks on the othe